Adrenaline in my veins, numbness on my skin. I am frozen here. Thinking of you. Always thinking of you.

Rolling in the sheets. guilt and giggles fill up the room.

Shhh, don't tell.

Our perfect secret, flawed in the most intricate of ways.

I am mesmerized by you.

Delicate kisses. Painful sensations. The contradictions overwhelm me.

I am back there with you.

You are living in me.

Time has stopped and I am paralyzed.

Not by the fear of loving, but of the emptiness in losing you.