died without knowing the truth of what happened. the past unforgiven and never again forgotten. memories lost are now found. no justice in a world that is round. a sadistic amnesia with repair to the damaged mind. my heart breaks with what I find. remembering a soul mate too late. when it mattered the most. I now stalk his ghost. a bodyguard untrusting. a sickness was lusting. evidence remembered but undiscovered. a last will and testament in the wrong hands. npg was his band and 3rdeyedgirl became his new world. he found me when I could not remember. after he died my memory returned. my heart cracked and burned. his essence cremated. his assets debated. his legend unfaded. my soul forever waited. a destiny outdated. an image unhated. a body degraded. now extinguished. pure intentions never mentioned. to bring him back a miracle I wished. I would give anything to make true. to restore his life new. so together we can be two.