Yesterday I tried,
Today I'm trying,
Tomorrow I will try again.

How many times do I have to fail before I give up entirely?

I want it to stop,
but it's not that easy.
People say it is,
but they know
Nothing

It's like you're drowning,
but
breathing
air fills your lungs
but each breath is a chore.

Inhale. Exhale.
Inhale. Exhale.
Inhale
Exhale
Stop.

Just stop.

I think I've made myself very clear.

But no one came to stop me.

I am tired
of trying.

Trying hurts.
Because I am not good enough.
And I never will be.

That's the end of it.
There's nothing more to say.