Lying awake In the clutches of night Under cover of darkness In shadows I write When the sun is too bright And the laughter too loud And the moon shining down On my ghost in a crowd Is but a storm cloud Still at high noon it looms Ever gray over graveyards Of happiness tombs Where my pen still exhumes Me from buried alive And each death that I draw Is a fight to revive That place where I thrive All alone in my head And my sweetest of dreams Are when I wake up dead