I only come here now when things seem to be going bad. Hi, it's been a while. I didn't think I would be back in this place I didn't think that I would be feeling this way It is truely mesmerizing how much i want to make myself believe in something that is not there It truely is ******* unbelievable how I love to be treated this way Like the " I know I don't deserve this" girl who always go back to the same sick **** Hi, It's me I know I should've wrote I'm thinking about being on my own Again. I don't feel bad about the idea this time It would be better than where i am Im in the middle of a fog I just need to forward a bit more I'll be okay Hi, It's time I give up on "What will be" Start believing what is You know? It's time For me To leave This behind It is time That is what it is