How many more times Can you say I feel like such a new person Before it starts to lost its meaning (And never new in that way But as in you don't recognize Who you were before) You can't always be better Stagnation is the modern day consumption Swirling interest Alone in your own world Different ideas of what you are And what you will be The mountain man alone The New York socialite The grunge club crawler Chills make a home in you Too many things to feel Not enough time in the universe To describe a chill we all get Sickly delirium From the roots Of the plant and the word **** and happiness Plant and word Too much of everything Except for air in your lungs And the feeling of contentment