I want so badly to sink into something more than this earth.
An essence that I just can't seem to grasp.

I can touch nature,
Feel the wind on my face
and toes in the dirt.

I can pluck flowers,
feel the warmth of a trees bark
Just like I can glide my hand along someone's skin but...
What's underneath it all?

Will I ever be able to blend into someone the way paints do
and make a new color all our own that no other two beings can make?