that feeling
when you're driving down the interstate
at a hundred miles per hour
and you're staring out the car window
trying to focus on one object
flying by your vision
but you can't
because it's all going to fast
and your eyes only glitch
unable to grasp stability
and everything is blurred
through speed and tears
while your heart rate escalates
with the cars momentum

that feeling
is the state my mind is in
grasping at everything
yet unable to hold on to anything
frantic and in shambles

s.s