Do you ever get that feeling like great waves of grey? clouds so close you can taste them; and the green fire burning across the hillside, slowly growing, stoic, knowing, is flowing up towards the sun. the rain is just now falling, softly down. clouds all around, and that feeling stealing your breath is the only thing left of the beast with cleft chest, bare breast, and the best broken bones. No guests, all alone. No sense in dusting the throne. Blood rusting on the fence; you're home.