Such a weird feeling To be around you I've never felt So happy, and yet So utterly sad At the same time I've never wanted To **** myself So much, while I'm smiling, and laughing And thinking about what could be If i just don't give up I have this outlandish idea That you don't want me to give up That i have to show you Truly how far i'll go I would tear down this planet And build a new one Just so you'd have a new place To go to get away from me Trust me, love As much as your instinct tells you not to, Let go, and trust me. Please