wake up every morning with a jackhammer in my head. think about you. read the news. whose kids did we bomb today? what terror occurred half-a-world away? or did another racist bigot stab someone in Portland? gun shows at concert halls, schools. protesters jailed, surveilled, beaten ****** on concrete streets we laid after generations of genocide. i struggle to find the poetry in a world that's gone to ****. wake up mourning, hoping today the world will do me in.