I remembered the night I must forget
I forget not to remember what I must forget
Feelings rushing into my heart like the sea into a broken ship
**** why a man should not cry,
Bound to be strong for the world's eye
I wanted to forget you every night try
I need to forget...
to remember how to laugh
I try to forget you....
when I check your picture before I sleep
and I try to remember your face.........
to keep track of the faces I need to forget
I forgot the touch of you hand on my face
I forgot how it really felt
****, I wish I remember that and forget the rest