lover I want to know if we are alright I want to know if I have just stolen a corn field and am hiding in a closet I want to know if I am just too young oh lover I want to see the wounds that I am shaping or shaking away I need to know that we are not something shadowed, an eclipse I cannot take a surprise battery I want to know that my words are petals or taro or blankets or water I need to know if I am nuclear If I am clean but not clean enough I need to know if I am pure and full and hollow and whole and everything good I need to know that I am nothing but suspension I want to keep you risen. Lover I need to know that my loving is really loving.