I feel God touch my cheek while the congregation sings- and for a moment, everyone is in key.
I hear my mother crying in the bathroom and my sister singing beneath the porch light, I hear my father's voice cracking as he tells me about his father and my brother bidding me goodnight with every chorus of Hallelujah.
I have been broken, I have lain defeated on these hallowed steps. My eyes burned in the light of our savior and I fell with little grace. I had lost all faith; I had given up everything.
Now I stand as myself behind Him while the congregation sings, and from now on, love is not a sin.
This is unusual for me to post, but religion broke me and then saved me.