I watch my arm hang off the edge of the bed and picture myself blue Will of passion has been dead since before I even knew Being human is to watch yourself decay While you scramble to stop it Grabbing glue to stick on skin That's molded and rotten Duct taping limbs And using cork to hold back brains seeping from your mouth It's getting hurried to the brink of death, yes just before, then being forgotten To stare at the finish line without means of motion for an eternity