If not alive, than what am I What is this world if not sublime It must be real These places, faces Human races Where they go and what they do I wonder to the point of pain And spill it from this point of pen For me and them and her still there In each full page from her blank stare Concluding in those eyes is where I come to know the meaning is Of meaningless without her kiss But emptiness is my purpose It's cancerous, without remiss Black holes within this plotted course Yet still my trails are blazed with force Of suns and skies and mountain quakes When God beneath my feet forsakes My brothers, sisters, still they bow All I can do is question how And why and what and who, where, when Does this journey ever end Or just transcend beyond the tombs The answers are they set in stone An epitaph of flesh and bone Alone I've tread questions engraved Upon the masses' minds enslaved Until they deal as I have dealt Until they dwell as I have dwelt In universes I have felt The bloodshed of these battles fought Eternities in instants sought Out to share these lessons taught To will to life my conscious thought