You expect it like it’s easy for me to open up like it’s easy to open up a bottle of water. You assume it’s like drinking from a bottle with full throttle. You suspect it’s like easy to learn the A B C’s, but I disagree. In fact, let me tell you something it’s harder than you think. So please sit down on the counter near the sink and listen to me scream because this isn’t a dream. I am like a brick wall and trust me there tall. It takes a lot for me to break them down. You would have to a clown to think it’s easy for me to say how I feel and honey there’s a lot to heal. I’ve been through the worst. Sometimes I feel like I will burst like a volcano in Hawaii thirsty for the taste of the sea. I’ve been bruised and beat to the ground and cried myself to sleep without one bit of a sound. In the same way, as I felt like I was nothing else but a lost toy. My heart was crushed by one certain boy ever since then, my walls have built taller than ever before.