I wish I hated you from the start
I wish I couldn't feel love at all
I wish it didn't overwhelm me
But God, it's so overwhelming
Tear out my feeling,
Rid me of empathy
Take every memory
Go on and destroy me
The base of my being
The intensity of everything
It's so overwhelming
I'm so overwhelming
So take it apart
Tear it to pieces
Throw it away
Distribute the ashes
Of every love
That I've ever lost
'Cause I'm feeling so lost
I don't wanna be lost
I want to be free of this, of me
I'm so overwhelming
So go on and destroy me