patiently waiting for an indication  
a signal worth of chaos and destruction
i said, let me try
your mere existence of admiration
and a whirlpool of unsure emotion
yet again, i said, let me try
leaves me surmising and surely wanting  
a pessimistic hope and a dreary longing  
a day would come by
a hope is drawn by
let me repeat it, i said, let me try
tiny stardust die every overlook shot
but sparkles every time you lay an eye
a heavy breath which corresponds a weigh
that will surpass every breaking heart
every longing heart and every healing heart
for the last time, i said, let me try,


with you