the car still smells
like the one conversation
we had there

one of the five times
in a twenty year relationship
we actually talked

and i can't help thinking
who got traumatised more
during that one short conversation?

was it your truth, or was it mine
that was more revealing?
which was the worst to hear?

just as your life
and your words
your trauma was
far in the past

but just as my life
and my words
is my trauma:
still to come