on this spring stuffed cushion I lay disconnected with selfish intention music streaming stalls in thin air a half burnt cigarette on the table it waits scents from a spliff on fire thrown around senses they are calling for a seize or are they mere hallucinogens on the job? no more chains bounded with my lover friends with vicarious chores filling my surface the desire deep down fading away; by the day questions disappearing unanswered a dramatic change I once craved; seems just 'round the corner still runnin' against the wind hope they who share my loop share a smile too it's my sacrifice after-all I see the blue shadow rising in this filthy chamber, I stretch my arms and light my fire!!