there are things about me people pretend to know. they pretend to know the things i love, the things that truly matter to me, the things i am passionate about. but they fail to know that i am a dairy with a heart-shaped lock, impossible to open except for a heart-shaped key kept around my neck on a delicate silver chain. i have many things kept deep inside me for fear of betrayal, judgement, exposure. but maybe one day i will give a heart-shaped key to somebody who loves me so that they may know things about me. the things i love, the things that truly matter to me, the things i am passionate about. but until then, i am a diary with a heart-shaped lock, impossible to open except for a heart-shaped key kept around my neck on a delicate silver chain.