It's the worst feeling
Growing to comfortable with something
Someone
You lose the appreciation you once had
It's replaced with
Predictability
And even though your heart couldn't beat  without them
You feel tempted to run away
Start a new life
Or just restart everything
From the beginning
When everything was sweet
Smooth
When my blood boiled ever time we touched
I remember our first real fight
When we were so upset
We cried all night until morning
you mentioned me going back home
because you didn't want to put me  through all this
"*******"
But your **** was already my ****
I still don't know what I'd do without your ****
Or if I would've agreed with you
Would I be happy?
I ache even thinking about it
But still I'm bothered and hurt
By your disappointment in me
I lack everything I once had
And even though I gave you life
I still feel like gum on the bottom of your shoes
I know our love is stronger than most
I know that our hearts have been through the ringer
And we unapologetically stomp on them
Every now and then
But I feel like an eraser at the bottom of a pencil
Almost at its end
Becoming stale and useless
But God I love you
And I'll try to bring us back
I'll water you every morning until your happy again
Please just be my sun