As the walls and ceiling spun The scent of alcohol overpowered yours With cognitive reasoning gone It seems easier to get allured Though the entire body was hot You still longed for something warm It seems permanence mattered not As you held me with gentleness of a storm Us, Dancing to an old tune Unspoken of and unheard by most And audience by none but the moon While overwhelmed by the liquors' ghost And as the moonlight pirouettes on skin My hands travel from your chest to nape You pulled me closer, as if we're melting My skin ignited as you traced my shape Pressing lips like never before Shadows and silhouettes danced as one Held closely as if tomorrow was no more To be precise, tomorrow is when you'll be gone Perfectly flawed, you and I Not an 'us' nor a 'we' never 'ours' Not fully genuine but not a complete lie I still treasure these limited flawed hours Always there but never mine Always here but never yours I still refuse to accept the signs That ours is not an open door ...
... You and I Here I am There You are But "us", "we", "ours" is not in sight Never was ... And I'm terrified that it never will be