I wish I could go back in time
and save myself from you
Fix all the mistakes I made
change all the words I said
Reform the way I held your hand
relive the night you kissed me in the rain
Over and over
Feeling your breath on my skin
Absorbing your warmth around me
Forgetting the empty feeling I live with
Loosing my memories of rejection
And I'm back
The loneliness
The separation
The depression
You left me again
Just like before
The same kind of pain...
but worse
a deeper wound
a shallower soul.