When did "sure baby, I'll snuggle" Turn into "nah, I'm more comfortable this way"? When did "what's wrong Honey" Turn into "what are you crying for, you have nothing to cry about"? When did "I'll always be here for you" Turn into "you were taking too long to get ready so I went by myself"? When did the shoulder to cry on become the back turned away? When did the "I love you's" become so heavy that it takes everything I have not to let them fall away into the cracks of my broken heart? When did you realize that the love you had for me was not love at all, That it was just a thought in your head? Every day I try my best to give you what you need, What you deserve, And I'm trying to fill you up, But I'm draining myself in the process.