i wish you could see him how i see him in the early morning without my glasses blurred around the edges buttoning his shirt with eyes half-open or with one hand on the steering wheel focused mostly on the red light but also on the garden caught between the synapses in his mind i wish you could see him how i see him storm clouds tumbling in his eyes also rolling overhead and the mercury falls ten degrees and the skies break and he pours out and my cup runneth over i wish you could see him how i see him at once a child lost in the grocery store and a king on horseback charging into battle at once a boulder with moss on the north side and a wet, ****** heart i wish you could see him how i see him