Money in my pocket I got dues to pay My shine made sure they've never taken my light away But my shine ain't enough to guide the way Let me find a way Idle is the mind when you're going through the motions Never being myself, always fighting off emotions You see this blank face? That's me at any time, in any place My friends don't know me like they think they do Truth be told I thought I knew too A wild card plays wild cards Don't trust me, don't rush me You're so lucky these thoughts escape you Started in a happy place but look where I've come back to