Tried to keep my mind at bay with the things he say

Selling dreams that he didn't want me to awaken from

I always wondered why I couldn't get a peek inside his life, because it turned out to be all lies

I know now why everytime he lied

It's because he always had a alibi

Blaming me for his mistakes, when he was the one that couldn't relate

Couldn't relate because of his past mistakes

Mistakes that he helped make but blames his mate

Now his minds wonders,acussing anything that comes his way

He does not know wether he is coming or going or why his head is always spinning

No help for him now because he is lost, lost in his own web of lies
Open up and express yourself, the past is the past. New love can be found just make sure you don't bring old baggage to a new relationship
Please, read this with the thickest southern accent you've ever heard. It's my language. It's my home...


Hee Haws on the TV
Chicken's fryin' in cast iron skillets
Taters and maters scent mama's clothes
no AC
Papaws in the bacca field
Granny's sippin' on sweet tea
The law stopped comin' here they say,
Back in '23
The fruit's ripe for pickin
daddy did that last week
He said the Apple brandy
Tasted perfect,
bitter sweet
The moonshine makers meet
When the crickets sing at night
they pass around mason jars
'neath the moon
and southern stars
The wine stays burried till fall
muskadine,
other than strawberry
the very best kind
The yanks
buy it up
Its funny to watch 'em
they can't handle their stuff
The Demory Mart stays busy
oh Lord it's so much fun!
When the moonshiners play pool,
till the rising of the sun
Momma don't like it,
Lord she gets so mad!
But she puts my church shoes on me
and I know she still loves dad
But now the still's turned green
as copper always does
There are no moonshiners left
Time has passed, just 'cause
Papaw's gone
the fields have grown up
there are no moonshiners left
it's all store bought, mason jars
have turned to cups
Demory Mart is Yankee owned
the church has indoor plumbing
But late at night, I hear the banjo's
and the stills, copper humming....
Do you want me to grab at your heart then devour it, because I can

My love for you is just as strong as your love is for me

Just not trying to be lost or vulnerable

Not trying to lose myself again

Sometimes I feel like Im the only healthy rose in the bunch, but does that mean I have to wither away and die also

Or can I stand alone and look down on all that has not prevailed
Give it back cause its no longer yours to abuse

Breathe it's all over

New love darkens the doorway

Again running towards a little difference

Its fragile now, how much more will you put it through

If this fails it's your fault

No problem with letting love rest

VACATION FROM HEARTBREAK
A breath of fresh air

Eyes wide and alert, gazing

I have awaken, Love Life
Short but meaningful
Am I  perceived as this beautiful bombshell that has yet to explode

I have laid dormant for many years but yet you fear to hold

What is it that you fear, death or you being wrong about me

My smile shows you that I am kind and my sweet embrace shows that you are my fate

Lively soul, yes that is I
Life of the party, yes why shall I lie

My enthusiastic nature paints a picture of devastation

But to get to know the power gives the energy to see if there is more to the image being painted
A wild nature does not mean a wild soul
It was always funny to you to see me in tears

I tried to express my fears, you made the situation seem weird

I held my hand out asking for help, you slapped it back and said help yourself

You were suppose to be my all, my everything

I thought that was the reason you brought the wedding ring

Time has passed and mines have cleared

I have moved on and found a new reason to cry

And yes it is a new guy and I cry because he makes me feel like everything is going to be alright
Love is always
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