At night as I lay next to you

Feeling the warmth of your soul embrace me

I think of him

How he would feel

His lips with mine

Our bodies together as one

My hands touching his sensual lips

As I listen to your breath

I feel him

He dances slowly over my body

I tremble with desire

I yearn

I wait

This urgency inside of me erupts

I lay with you

Feeling you against me

I brush against my own breast to feel alive

Wishing for something toxic

That would force  you away

Not today for its not a day for passion

Or a day of yearn

Just another day

For maybe I shall learn