If much wisdom is much grief then he who increases his knowledge increases and his sorrow. Can i feel it? Devil curse me i do. I thought i was beyond this but i am not. I waited to long and sacrificed to much. People might not change now. It would take another thousand years maybe more to realise that fear inspires control, over them, over their hearts, over their way of thinking. I had hope but now, disappointment for most do not even try and all they do is making excuses, hiding behind this ridiculous term of insecurity. My point of view, they are just afraid being honest to themselves. Even i am not crazy enough to believe that distortion of reality.