I open my eyes, where am I? When did I get here? The walls are high, there's no escaping. No door or window, just simply sitting. Is it possible to recover From a disease that only I have the power to stop? I cannot focus long enough to think, or feel around. How do I get out? I dropped myself here, and itβs on me to get out. I need to sober up, and find a way to return to it. I try, but I only scratch at the surface. I cannot dig a hole to get out, it will only bring be deeper. What if I just gave up?