I want to prove to her I'm not a *******, but the only way I could, would be moving on. And the day that I move on will be the day that it no longer matters. She will never know. Yet again, another contradiction that will live until the day I die.
...So be it, I will prove it to myself.
I have moved on, and decided I will prove it to myself. You cannot control what I think of myself anymore.