I thank my phone. It saw everything. Heard every word. Had every text. It remembers better than I do. I do all the feeling. And it stays silent. It holds her face in a forever stills smile. One that will always remind me of a happier time. Of a time I could smile back. It holds a video so I can hear her voice. Just one more time. Maybe one more. Just one more. I won't cry this time I promise. The hardest part of loosing someone you love isn't losing them. It's remembering them, and how happy you were with them. But you'll forget eventually. She will, I won't. I have my phone. I have these painfully happy memories for as long as I have the phone. I thank my phone.