Midnight rolls in
And I'm missing you again.
How is it I'm still
Nothing more than a friend?

You are all I want
And always on my mind.
Yet I can't figure why
When you aren't even kind.

Your silence speaks volumes
To the broken heart in my chest.
And yet still I can't
Just give "us" a rest.

So in silence I sit,
My heart on the page
As the tears fall
In silent rage.

I wish it would stop,
Because you don't care.
You kiss me passionately
And yet its so clear.

I mean nothing,
I am just a *****
And you will never desire
Me as more.