My mama and I both spend our nights Without men by our side it seems And there is a part of me that knows I couldn't I just couldn't While she is Where she is
11:23pm I felt so tired before I have a hard time putting my phone down in bed I always have But it's now my loneliest place
But I hope to embrace Take up all my own space Inhale, exhale I busy my days No time to really stop I wonder about you And talk quickly in the morning Knowing how necessary it is For me to go on Rinse Rinse And go on.
The past two days It has felt like a little hole Revealed itself in my heart And the phrase I once sung in my head Like the chorus of a poppy emo song "I dunno what I want"
And I don't. But I recognize the cracks That became too large to repair I'm grateful for what I have built How I have grown And I acknowledge My god I got a way to go I'm trying I'm trying I wish I knew