the first time a boy cheated on me
I felt the earth ripped out from underneath my feet

the second time a boy cheated on me
I cried into my pillow and couldn't for the life of me fall asleep

the third time a boy cheated on me
I let my mother hold me
which I never do

the fourth time a boy cheated on me
my friends all told me you should do it too

the fifth time a boy cheated on me
I slept curled in a ball for days and days

the sixth time a boy cheated on me
he promised emma, its just a phase

the seventh time a boy cheated on me
I heard the line boys will be boys

the eighth time a boy cheated on me
I punched my closet door until my sister yelled
whats that noise

the ninth time a boy cheated on me
I drank until I felt the ***** racing through my veins

the tenth time a boy cheated on me
I traced my wrists with razors
down like high way lanes

the eleventh time a boy cheated on me
he said at least she isn't fat

the twelth time a boy cheated on me
I said no
**** that