I often find myself asking the question: what did you have to gain by causing me so much pain?

I was blacked out and unconscious from an overindulgent 21st birthday,
And you messed up my mind, body, and soul in the worst way

I trusted you and considered you a friend,
But that’s not where you wanted it to end

That night, you did far more than cross a line,
You forced your body to intertwine with mine

Today marks 18 months since you ***** me,
And no length of time or amount of therapy could ever set me free