my tears fall silently
they have no path
no sense of direction
they fall without reason
my heart weeps
on my face I wear a smile
behind that smile is pain
an unexplainable pain
a pain so deep, so raw, so real
I see no way for it to be healed
no way for the wound to close,
twisted thoughts that leave behind more confusion,
a sense of loss, a sense of betrayal, a sense of....
nothing...
just an empty void, a dark abyss...
I am nothing, I am nobody...
a hypnotic mantra that weaves itself throughout my brain,
it flows so smoothly through my heart, my mind, my spirit...
silently...
without a path,
without a sense of direction,
without a reason,
just like my tears...