Please listen to me. Weeping on my knees as my throat clogs with suffocation of phantasm, I plead...... Please listen to me Listen to the blood that drips from my mind enclosing the torture of self neglect Listen to the poison that spills from my mouth that mirrors the monsters I've met. Listen to the rope that hugs my throat as it kisses me with lies. Listen to the gun wound with bullets covered in loath that pierced through my soul outcry. Listen to the writing on the wall that depicts a fragmented soul demanding for the oblivious to be conscious. Listen to the brokenness that glares from my eyes in despise. Listen to the pills of escapism I swallow with a smile of wry. Listen to a soul outcry. My heart aches of desolation and despair, Bottles thrown in every direction as the wall cries tears of blood in fear. Furnitures dismantled portraying a shattered heart one cannot bear. What's dear to me is incompetent, its sincerity is rare. Strapped in a chair of agony with my mouth taped and my eyes covered Heart rate accelerates and my body shakes My ears is beaten with profanity, animosity and pitty. Quivering in betrayal, dissimulating awakes This is what it takes to survive every day.