I'm always calm in this blizzard of sadness
sad, because I'm left out of what I had
You know it too
denying under the weight that you put upon you

Keep doing it what you do. Remember, one day you will miss me, I will miss you too. But, won't be keep loving you.
Wont freeze in this cold
Wont be together
Wont be sad either in this calmness forever

We had this. Something this Real, like this what you buried under denial. Buried and never tried to revive, you did not tried.

It sank under the weight that you put upon you.

It wasn't a mirage. It was me. A forgotten affection. A forgotten crazy human being. If you remember that you said that once and forgotten too.

It's your choice, not blaming you.