hello
my name is ging
and i am super excited to say
i want to **** my self
i want to **** myself
my name is ging and i am super exicted to say
i want to end myself
it was nice knowing you ging
who was a nephew
to my brothers
indifferent to all the others
came to his decision
to end it all with a precision
elect to wreck the mess in a violent
mess
inside the details of the message
written only four days before
a zero feeling kind of fever
oh so aromatic
like the budding rose affliction
absent minded automatic
boys grow up to meet the man
they never knew because
ging pink misted his head on a sunny afternoon
just week two and all he knew
was lost in moments on his knees
crossed eyes fractal skull and brain matter
like lives matter at all and to whom or what
whatever was in his mind
is sure to remind
you of the fetish
for which the chumps **** at
for one in every forty
just dont try it once a year
*****.