You were fire And I was rain Somehow we convinced ourselves That we were the same Our ideas, sure, were not all that different But our personalities Collide in the distance
You played with my heart And I played with yours Did you know I was silently keeping score No matter how much you plead You were never enough for me
Oh wait I said that wrong I was never enough for you
I'm not the only girl In the world that feels As if my heart is a guitar Plucking the strings Until they snap back Like rubber bands In Chemistry class When all they boys Use it like a toy Whipping each other Leaving marks Like they do with our hearts All they ever do Is tear us apart
See I’m not that pretty Funny, or small I'm not even close to tall My skin often gets compared to **** But i'm suppose to sit And pretend like I don't hear the names behind my back
Because of these things I get no respect Because of these things My life is a mess Like my bedroom floor On a Saturday night Because Sunday is clean day And then we can wash Our emotions away
Monday’s a new day to start again We can pretend to be friends And laugh in the halls Fake just like my barbie dolls
Acting like someone we’re not Hiding who we are So we don't get shot With words so cold They’re basically stone Breaking our bones With each strenuous throw Like dodgeball during gym class You must be fit if you wanna pass The games people play To destroy everyone else Who cares if it's not affecting their health Just the ones with the mental illness Because believing you don't belong Is so very wrong
But that's why we drink We feast On the broken ones Who are incomplete
We steal parts of them To fill the caverns of our heart Empty from the diamonds That had been stolen inside
They say we are poor But we have wealth Full of depression beyond despair
The horizons we seek Cannot be seen Through the peephole Of sight we are given
No We are taught
Our actions are learned To behave this way To treat others like they're nothing Much to my dismay
And in a perfect world My words mean nothing But we are not perfect Nor will we ever be All we can ever do is plea That we treat others like we want to be treated Like we’re in elementary school again
But don't you understand We accept the love we think we deserve So how can the love we give be any worse Than the love we choose to hold for ourselves How can we determine someone else’s wealth When we can't even begin to describe our own
You see I was rain And you were fire Flushed with desire you tried to climb higher Tried to push yourself off the ground You burned so high, too high That's why I had to drown Out your flames Until they were no more Until you were soaked to the core
Gone were the days Of hot and humid Yes I know It was kind of stupid But if fire took care of rain first It might have ended much worse
You see you were fire And I was rain And no matter how hard we tried to convince ourselves We will never be the same