the things i perceive are not truth, nor are they fiction, but passing through the realm between, a phantom existence, there for a single moment - gone the next. i think they are real, they are truth, they are the new gospel, and i follow the truth i make until it becomes real, and lose myself in the process. to find myself again, a path not simple to find - it begins and ends with a choice: i am important, at first, and i do not matter, at last.