I keep trying to forget what we had
I'm done with my feelings
I'm not mad or sad
Kind of embarrassed but it won't show
You'll never know
How much I tried to forget
And trust me I do
Avoidance of memories is my goal
But the people you chill with won't leave me alone
I'm running home
Constant reminders
That your life is full of butterflies and all I have is spiders