in some ways i think it will always hurt and i know i will always remember but maybe that’s what made it real maybe that's why we met for me to remember not only the intoxicating madness i always felt when i was with you and the way just a brush of your skin could set me on fire giving me a high only you could create but also remember the way my chest tightened when you left the way i thought i would never make it beyond you the way you hurt me more than anyone ever had before when i could never dream of doing that to you yes maybe we met so i could remember what it felt like to fall in love and so i would never forget what it takes to unlove