You love me
With ever drop
of saliva
and tears
and *****....

You love me with ever severed vein
and bruise I put on my own face.

SO dysfunctional
when I punch myself
Like mother always
had done for me.

And I bruise pale greens
and people ask who hit me
and you cringe cause you
know exactly what their thinking

But inside we both know the truth
I hit myself I Abuse my youth.