My heart more scarred than my wrist, I'm ready to give up now, I got my answer and it's not the one that I wanted. How am I going to do it this time, Drink myself to death or take a swim, Maybe I could just go to sleep and never wake up. I already bleed, Painting my wall's with crimson, What will it take this time, I feel cold, I feel weak, Maybe this is it. This could be my last goodbye. I don't know what to say, I love you I always will and will be with you every step you take. I have to go now I'm going cover up and go down the pub, sit in that weaved sofa we both loved, The one we both loved in. Seem's fitting to lay to rest with a bottle of *** in our favourite spot, Maybe you will realise then, realise that everything I ever did was for you.