I have been left floating my arms out in mid-action as if to stop what might have always inevitably come and I am dangling above forest and brush above wild animals who look at me in wonder my goddess energy in temporary shock my grief billowing behind me like an 18th century gown in a black cloud of mourning it threatens to drown me completely but my secret weapon is to let it ride its course to feel it in all intensity For I know this will pass I will be ok and so I let it go untethered like a river's rushing current like a pocket of turbulence like a storm that whips up, engulfing quiet in sudden froth my hair flows like a manga warrioress, about to strike her revenge upon the Earth rage in arrows that pummel your confused, bruised heart where truth hides within layers upon layers of veiled night air
Happy to say that for the most part, the feeling has indeed passed, yet the positive aspects of what was are in my heart