Shedding all of your clothes and removing your inhibitions, stand in front of the mirror and admit the truth to yourself. You are what you were made to be, you are beautiful indeed. Could you lose some weight, yet but only for your health not for vanities sake. So accept your existence and breathe in the free air. Be at one with what you are and just go from there.
Having been physically fit yet still having some weight issues, I no that perfection is an illusion. Just because I carry extra fat, does not diminish who I am.